Repeat

Repeat this until you remember.

I will not beg.
I will not ask.
I will not reach out.
And fly anymore.

I will not beg.
I will not ask.
I will not reach out.
And fly anymore.

Hang me now
While I am still compliant
The worst yet to come.

I dont know how to ask for things

Without looking stupid. 

Its like I know all the things I need

But I dont know how to get them

And so I end up making a mistake

And losing them. 

I dont even know why I should ask

When I feel it should have been mine. 

But its not.

And this is how it is.

And so I ask. 

Stuck in this perpetual cycle again.