Good news

Maybe I just wanted
For once
To say something
And make you proud.

I wanted to bring back
Some good news too

Start on monday

Arent you tired

Being a let down

A dissapointment
To. Me.

To everyone around you

You always say you're sorry

But you never change

You just dont change or move
And let them voices talk down to you
Win over you

If things are feeling heavy 

You have to start 

Making decisions

Taking responsibility

Instead of staring

Hoping

Praying

It changes nothing! 

Its not enough
what you do now

And yes

I do think of 

Pushing you over 

Get this over with
I am so angry

Do something!

And its a monday

An important monday

And you mess up
You keep messing up

Today of all days

Just. Be different. 

*morning conversation to the person in the mirror