G and s

You dont know what its like

To be a constant dissapointment. 

Especially when everyone tells you

Insist to you

Lie to you

You are some gift

I hear it all the time in my head.

Everything you do

Is just to mask all this guilt

Guilt and shame.

The g and s.

Late night

When you said your biggest worry was for me. It made me feel deeply conflicted inside. I told myself I would be selfish. And be firm. And put my foot down. I will not be pushed around I said. 

Then late night came

And all i did

Was 

fall

In

Love.

And fly again.